You are not alone tonight

Not many people read this, i know that. But  i was wondering for those of you that do, if you ever  wonder what im really like? What i look like, if im smart, what i do. All that stuff. And i doubt any of you have actually ever thought about it, because well, im just some girl on the internet. But i'm not. I am a real person, i am an average teenage girl. So here, in this post i will tell you just about me, not about what im going through, but just about me. And maybe you want to know, maybe not. If you dont really care about me and what im like, well? I dont care, im still writing this, so enjoy it.

Well, well, well. Where to start? Appearance? Personality? Location?

I am 15 and live in the country of Australia. Yes, thats right. Down Under. I wouldnt want to live anywhere else. I love this country. A little bit nationalist of me.
Oh, and what do i look like you wonder? Well, i have long brown hair and dark green eyes. I love green eyes, that makes me sound up myself, but they're my favourite. I am tall for a girl. Still shorter than all the boys, but pretty tall. I have not grown for three years. I am pale. 'But, but all Australians are tanned right?' Wrong. I am extremely pale. I am thin but curvy and have the sort of body other girls are jealous of. Although, i hate it. I would trade it in if i could.

Now, what am i really like? I want you all to know, that even though alot of my posts are sad. And dont try and tell me theyre not, because i know they are. I am not goth or scene. I am actually quite normal. Can you beleive it? Me? Normal? Never! I am quiet at times and you may think me rude or a snob because of that. But i promise that if you came up to talk to me in the halls or on the street, i will talk to you. I do not judge. I dont care if your gay, straight, fat, loud, quiet or come from a different culture than i do. I will be nice and i will talk to you. But, now, i do warn you. Once you get to know me, i do not shut up. I talk, alot!
 I am quirky and alot of people find that cute. Thank god they do. I am weird and crazy and a tad ocd. Paper envelopes can not be folded in my presence. I get angry quickly but i will not show it. Putting on a mask is a special talent of mine. I am smart, i was once listed as gifted. But if you do know me, i will do anything in my power to keep that from you. Although, i do have many many blonde moments.

That was actually quite long. And i could probably go on forever. One of the easiest topics to write about it yourself. That sounds self absorbed, but really it is. Sit down, and write just like i am. About yourself and you will realise so many things you never knew. I promise you.

Anyways, taa taa for now. xo