Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

Its when your heart just aches because you feel too much. And its so much worse than physical pain because its so hard to get rid of. You only have one feeling and thats sadness, and all you do is cry because it all seems so hopeless. You cry yourself to sleep at night, abd then in the morning you get up, put your uniform and makeup on and head off to school. Dressed like everyone else, blending into the crowed. You smile and laugh and be loud and out there; because well lets face it... No one ever expects the ones that seem so god damn happy.

And then there are those other days. Theyre worse than the ones full of overwhelming sadness. There the days when you feel nothing, because youd rather feel sadness then nothjng at all. To feel like there is no life left in you. To feel as though its all been taken away, leaving your bodu empty. And you cant cry, or be sad. Just nothing. And nothing is what can hurt you the most.