Maybe if there was no such thing, as love stories, and chick flicks, poems and quotes; we wouldn't expect so much. All these things create a image in our head, an idea of what loves should be like. Impossibe expectatios. That is something you have to realise. They're impossible.
My dream guy, you wonder? He isn't perfect, not even close. His tall with brown hair and brown eyes. He can have a joke, but barely ever takes anything seriously. He will be the guy who i can wrestle with, and yes, we will fight. He will be nice to my mum, and probably wont get along with my dad, because really, who does? He will be into sports, even though im not and he will be caring. But at the same time, i will not be his whole world... because that's not how i want it to be. It sort of sounds like im describing someone, doesnt it? And yes, i am.
I always fight for people. Always. I have a hard time of letting things so; letting poeple go. I never give up on poeple, it's not in my nature to do that. It sounds like a good thing, but it is deffenitly not. When someone has hurt you countless times, it time to rid them of your life. This is the biggest failure for me. I always see the good, and i blind myself of the bad. But what i want most, is just for someone to fight for me. To put everything on the line for me. I know i am insecure and hard to handle, but i want someone to stick around long enough to get past that. No one, i repeat no one, ever does that for me. Im always given up on.
This time though, i am running. I am not going to wait around just to get hurt. I am finally just running from him and not looking back. I am so damn proud of myself. (Too bad, there are some things you just can't run from.)
Girls, please, please promise me... you will never accept less than you deserve. Every single one of you deserve the world and so much more. Your too beautiful and amazing to accept anything less. Promise me?
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